some randomness

i was trying to write....

but there's music playing and i kept getting distracted

maxwell makes music that makes you want to open your heart

and legs...

change track

i need silence

seems to be the best way to hear my heart beating

soul open flow

i'm sitting here like....

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i usta try not to curse so much

until i met a nigga that allowed me to be free

put the southern back in me

my words stretching out to sound like melodies

my lines getting long and silky

my hips rocking like the ocean

my skin tingling with the cool texas breeze

i'm really feeling like me

i'm really feeling like free

i'm really just being

i'm really just heavenly

i really dont give a fk anymore

about the sun moon and stars

i mean, hell....

my man outshines the sun

and my glow cant be matched

i am radiant

the most radiant

guess nobody ever saw my light until now

feels good

feels great

.....................................

my life aint been easy

i was born into this real sht

with a pen in my hand and the world settling on my shoulders

i've been surviving all this time

its been 36 years....yes, 35 years and 10 months to be exact

now i'm living

i still have secrets

but not from me

my pen bleeds those secrets

they were in me first

so i know

i know

i know